Writing on the psychology of life after cancer
A weekly piece on what actually happens after treatment ends, written by a senior clinical psychologist working in psycho-oncology. Free to read here. The conversation about each one happens inside the community.
Four things this keeps coming back to
Most of what happens after treatment sits under one of these. Each piece links to the others in its group.
Fear and recurrence
Scan anxiety, monitoring, the checking, the Googling, and why reassurance never holds for long.
1 pieceIdentity and adjustment
Feeling changed, feeling flat, not fitting the person you were, and everyone else deciding this is over.
1 pieceThe body after treatment
Fatigue, cognitive fog, physical recovery, and learning to interpret a body you no longer entirely trust.
Other people
Family, work, friendships that faded, and the specific exhaustion of explaining yourself to people who mean well.
2 piecesEverything, most recent first
A new piece goes up each Friday, so this fills out from here.
How do I know if my fear of cancer coming back is normal?
Some fear of it coming back is a normal response to something genuinely dangerous. What decides what helps is how intense it is, from a low background level to clinical fear of recurrence, and why the response that settles one level can make another worse.
Why am I so irritable since cancer treatment?
A short temper after treatment is more often a question about what is left than about who you have become. The causes worth checking first, including the physical ones, and how to tell an accurate re-ranking from having nothing left at all.
The list of things you stopped caring about after cancer
Things that used to matter quietly stop during treatment, and afterwards they do not go back on. Why the ranking holds, why it can read as flat rather than freeing, and how to tell that apart from something worth getting looked at.
Why does everyone think I should be fine now?
Support tends to contract at exactly the point the psychological work after treatment begins. Why that happens, and what actually helps.
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